Throughout these 33 years I have journeyed with
congregations through births, celebrations, tragedies and deaths. The one thing
constant through all was God’s sustaining grace. God has never called one
person to be perfect but has called all to be faithful. In my years of ministry
within the Church, I have sought to be faithful, loving, and compassionate and
filled with grace. I have sought to love all, including the unloving. I have
sought to meet the needs of people where they are not where I want them to be. I
have sought to be a minister of redemption not one of judgment. Did I succeed in all my attempts? No, but I
tried and when I failed I asked for forgiveness.
This past April, I retired and ended the chapter in
my life of directly serving the local congregation by beginning a new life
chapter through another ministry opportunity.
What precipitated this change? I retired not because of my lack of
passion for the Church, but because I sensed the need to write another life
chapter that would reconnect my ending with my beginning.
At 50 years of age, I asked myself, “How do I want
to end?” That question haunted me for some time, especially since I loved
Washington DC and all the initiatives in which we were involved. But there was
still a yearning for something different. Different? I was in the most powerful city in the world
and rubbed elbows with powerful people and pastors every day. What can be
different than serving the Church in DC?
Nothing, so I found myself serving the Church in a
different way. From the concrete jungle to the mountains of Appalachia
Kentucky, my wife and I moved. Moved to a world far removed from what I had
known and experienced for some time. A life where technology is still struggling
to infiltrate, a people whose average individual annual income is $11,000,
where 42% of the population lives in poverty, where only 10% of the population
have a bachelors’ degree or higher and a state where 7,500 children are in the
custody of the State.
As I begin to write the first sentences of this new
life chapter I do so with a heavy, yet excited heart. Providing leadership to
Buckhorn Children and Family Services is an awesome opportunity and challenge.
I will keep you informed as I write this new life chapter.